永遠のせかい ' Our Eternal World ' ~Tuxedage's Blog~ 永遠のせかい

Whooh

2010-02-23T18:50:00.000-08:00

Its been a LONG time since my last post. I havent posted for a really long time. Wow.
Okay, so alot of things have changed since my last post. For instance, i'm nolonger in singapore. I'm in the kalahari deserts with kung! BUSHMEN. Anyways, I really havent updated for a long time to im going to talk about random stuff. I like random stuff, don't you?

I'm not going into details of whatever i'm doing overseas, but I can say that I really miss everyone else, I miss 2e3 like shit. Except that this shit I'm talking about is the most beautiful and deluxe creamy shit you can ever imagine. Ohhh yeah.

I like cheese. They have 50 types of cheese in a supermarket. WOW.

- A exhumate god-

New year resolutions

2010-01-02T09:58:00.000-08:00

-Destroy the world.
-End World Hunger by annihilating the hungry.
-Solve Poverty by stealing from the rich.
-World peace by creating a secret organisation so powerful that no country dares to wage war any more.
Oh, and also to study harder.

What are your New year resolutions?

Bored bored bored bored bored. Moar bored.

2009-12-17T18:48:00.000-08:00

Lalalalala~
I'm freaking bored. I am going to die soon of boredom...
Lalalala~
I miss LAN like alot, Seriously.
I'm waiting for Richard to get fixed up, but that might take a few months T.T
I hate dell, it sucks.

Heh, I wonder whats happening now.

Today, I learnt that conquering the world isn't as simple as it would seem to be.
I lost the art of manipulation a many decade ago, and I need to relearn it.
My life is separated by an impassable wall that only death will break.

Mmm.. Yes pearline , I miss you too

Sucks.

2009-12-15T10:38:00.000-08:00

Sigh. I miss Singapore so much man. I'm
Used to Singapore. The culture, the
City, the food. But most of all, I
Know that I miss friends. It sucks knowing that I wont
Ever come back, but yeah. I might, eventually,
Right?

Life as you see it

2009-12-09T19:31:00.000-08:00

Hey guys. And gals. Whatever

I miss Singapore. Seriously. Its so cold.
I wonder how my path of world domination can be achieved.
Proabably not easily , Hahahaha.

Also, the game.

A day of remembrance

2009-12-05T16:14:00.000-08:00

Let us take this moment to remember someone.
His name is Nikola Tesla.
You might or might not know him, but he did something for us all.
He invented the lightbulb.
Nope, it was not Edison Thomas. That's a lie.
It was Nikola. Nobody remembers him, but it was he who did it.

Hi. Isnt it wonderful that only 5% of my blog posts are about what is happening in my life?
Yep, sure is. While most other people blog about their lives, I realise I rarely do.
Also, I lied. I said I quit blogging, but apperantly I cant quit for long.
Damn.

Winter is here. Its freezing cold.
mmmm winter.
I have to tell God to stop it from going below -20C, or I wil bloody die.
And yes, it does go below -20C, sometimes up to -35C.
Fuck this winter.

Eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh~

2009-12-01T20:37:00.000-08:00

I am different yet similar

Shadowed yet shining.

I hide behind a veil of humanity

I am the nightmare of your dreams.

I have no nightmares.

Only dreams where I give others nightmares.

My fears are my strengths

A shadow of a dream.

To understand is to fall

Why do we live?
What is our purpose?
To live and die?
What greatness is there in that.

I swear. I will change humanity the way it is.
Or die trying.
I won't be a speck of dust.
I will influence the universe permanently. For that is the meaning of immortality
I will not falter.
I will conquer.

I cant believe you're still here. [Final Post]

2009-11-25T17:44:00.000-08:00

Seriously.
Why do you check into an old, dusty forgotten blog that I left long ago.
Perhaps you are clinging on to a memory, a shadow of a dream you once dreamt.
The dream is ending.

I'm leaving. For better or worse.
I can't feel a thing, emotionless, I have always been
All good things come to part. Everything comes to an end
Rise and fall in a cycle.
MyeMye

I quit blogging

2009-10-27T23:54:00.001-07:00

Today, I don't feel like posting anything.

2009-10-27T02:14:00.000-07:00

Because the candle that burns twice as brightly... only lasts half as long.
Because the efforts don't count, and some people get all the luck.
Because I'm a fucking idiot, and I love myself for it.
Because survival of the fittest is all there is, and all there will be.

Because of reasons, logic and emotion.
Because of Love, Hate and Confusion.
Because of Sadness, rain and fire.
Because of Pain, Sadism and Masochism.

Because of the times we used to share.

Because of the void between us now.

Because of all the times I tried

Because of all the failures Ive sighed.

Because History repeats itself.
Because I can see the future, but can't stop it.
Because I know what I can do to prevent it.
But I dont have the courage.

Because woe is to the Man who knows the future
Because Ignorance is Bliss
Because Emotions blind my logic
Because an egg is what I've become.

As now I say goodbye,
Even before we say goodbye
And now I shed a tear.
Before you have even died.

Bye bye.

Death's door

2009-10-25T05:36:00.000-07:00

If death was to knock tomorrow, would I be prepared?
Of course I would, After all, I have been living my whole life,
Like Today was my last day. I live a life without regrets,
Without Mercy, and without Hesitation.

If Death would come tomorrow, I wouldnt fear.
I would die smilin'

Time flies

2009-10-23T04:01:00.000-07:00

Oh god.
I just realised I only have one more week to do it.
It's now or never. I gotta grit my teeth and bite the bullet.
I hope so.
I won't make the same mistake twice.
I won't build up the S.A.
I'm gonna do it this time.
I swear.
I need to go out in a boom.

Teal

2009-10-20T16:21:00.000-07:00

" Whomsoever takes up this blade shall wield power eternal. Just as the blade rends flesh, so must power scar the spirit."

Blogger's Fixed. Finally.

2009-10-17T06:58:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. I'm feeling sad. I've been feeling sad since Wednesday. Sad and Numb.
But I realised than Emotions lead to stupidity. Its true. Emotions and Rationality are Polar opposites.
People are unable to see the truth because they love, or hate.
When somebody cheats on them, they cannot see it, because they love the one who cheated.
When someone hates another, the favour that the hated gives the hater goes unoticed.
Emotions defeat rationality. True intelligence is the ability to make decisions based
on pure logic, and no emotion, nomatter how cold it might be.

One becomes vengeful and kills another. Such is due to emotion.
Many are deluded to follow a certain Delusionaire. Such is emotion.

People doubt evolution, they reject GMOs, they abject to Homosexuality and Abortion.
Such is not based on reason, but on EMOTION. Fear, fear and hatred. These
lead to horrible decisions and choices.

I will never be stupid again.

White

2009-10-12T03:01:00.000-07:00

Ah the Faggotry.

2009-10-10T07:22:00.000-07:00

2009-10-10T06:29:00.001-07:00

Myself Time

2009-10-06T05:14:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. I realised that I haven't blogged about MYSELF for quite some time, so I will blog about whatever the heck happened today.,

Today, I went to school. I thought I would be late but I wasnt. The exam sucked. Big surprise there.
I almost went LAN today. But I didn't. Damnit. I promised myself I wouldnt drink caffeinated drinks for a week in order to prevent dependency (because I drank 1 1/1 cups of Coffee Laiden with Sugar to the maximum, which means no more sugar can dissolve into the Coffee. I went hyper for 5 hours.)

Anyway, L stepped into MUD. THICK-AS-FUCK mud. And it splattered all over his pants. Hahahaha XD. I also got mud but not as much. I now realise that Im not used to typing about my own life. *sigh*.
Uhhh....
Today I drank Pepsi and broke the vow.

Strygwyr?

Price

2009-09-24T05:51:00.000-07:00

The Price of Independence... is loneliness.

I'm a manic depressive that almost lives a hermit type of life. I'm aware that the progression of the initial loneliness stage only furthered my depression. I have come to the conclusion that people are definitely hardwired to be social creatures. I am now faced with anxiety problems when just going to work. I've lost touch and thus severely socially inept. Obviously, I've detached myself from family and friends... unconsciously and with dire effects. I find that walking my dog continues to be uncomfortable. I'm afraid of the big city now, it's too overwhelming.

In fact, things have gotten to the point of no return. I have problems with simple things like answering my phone and returning e-mails. I've tried anti-depressives, but they don't do anything positive for me. I've decided to sell my house and move to a small town and try to rebuild my life.

It's ultimately good to have a bit of self-reliance and independence, but it's dangerous. I haven't had a mate for several years and live alone, asides from having a canine companion. It's just not enough. I'm so far past the point of loneliness, it's just scary.

- Anonymous Grammaton Cleric-

Paranoid or Preparation? I wonder.

2009-09-17T06:12:00.000-07:00

Death.
Do you think about it often?
How will it occur, I wonder.

But is an apocalypse scenario possible, honestly?
Nuclear winter? Societal Collapse? Oil Peak?
Is it Possible? That society will collapse,
and break down into a Self-Centred, Survival of the fittest arena?
After all, It happens.

Fear

2009-09-14T03:17:00.000-07:00

The basis of fear, is not pain, but the "unknown".
We fear death, not because of the physical hurt, but of the Unknown that comes after it.
We fear the unknown because it is human nature to want to understand,
and not being able to do so scares us.
It's true...

We fear darkness because we cannot see into it.
Because we dont understand what lies beyond the shadow.
We fear the supernatural, because it's "beyond science",
beyond our understanding.
We fear the things that we do not know, that we do not understand.

It can explain human phenomenons. Such as SRA, or the Evil Atheist Conspirancy.
We fear, because we don't know.

We know, therefore we are content.

(Main Idea from Harry Potter; HBP)
(Picture from MurderDoll @DeviantArt.)

Hey guys

2009-09-07T03:01:00.001-07:00

How are you feeling today? Me? Im in a very atheistic mood right now. I wanna rape your churches and burn your women! Hahaha.

We live a lonely World

2009-09-03T00:39:00.001-07:00

I think our world is too lonely.
People everywhere, but we don't ever share.
Friends around us, dont ever care.
Can you hear the silence?

Anonimity B

2009-09-02T05:57:00.000-07:00

Anonymousity? What incompetence.

2009-09-02T05:29:00.000-07:00

Hello. Recently, I had an argument with a anonymous named `ronnie` from CBOX. He dared me to track him, and so I did. I am 95% sure the below information is correct.

218.186.12.248 = [ proxy.218.186.12.248.maxonline.com.sg ] 

  inetnum:      218.186.0.0 - 218.186.255.255 
  netname:      SGCABLEVISION-SG 
  descr:        StarHub Cable Vision Ltd 
  descr:        Singapore Broadband Access Provider 
  country:      SG 
  admin-c:       LC208-AP 
  tech-c:        LC208-AP 
  mnt-by:        APNIC-HM 
  mnt-lower:    SCV-FKCHAN 
  changed:      hm-changed@apnic.net 20030417 
  changed:      hm-changed@apnic.net 20030728 
  status:       ALLOCATED PORTABLE 
  changed:      hm-changed@apnic.net 20090317 
  source:       APNIC 
  person:       Lawrence Chan 
  address:      2B/2C Ayer Rajah Crescent 
  address:      HeadEnd   02-00 
  country:      SG 
  phone:        +65-870-1521 
  fax-no:       +65-872-6204 
  e-mail:       lawrence@starhub.com 
  nic-hdl:       LC208-AP 
  mnt-by:        MAINT-SG-SCV 
  changed:      hm-changed@apnic.net 20090317 
  source:       APNIC 
So, If I am right, He will be expecting a visit to his house very, very soon. Well. Ronnie
Hahahahahahaha. *cough* *cough*
Please tell me It was a harmless prank. Code geass is awesome.

Below is a record of our conversation.

	ronny Hi my name is ronny and i work in a butter factory. i have a wife, a car and a family. one day my wife came to me and asked me, "ronny are you busy?". i said, "No". "spam this dude's cbox!', she sad.	02 Sep 09 20:19 218.186.12.248
	ronny Track me! :D i'll love it!	02 Sep 09 20:16 218.186.12.248
	ronny DO NOT WANK	02 Sep 09 20:15 220.255.7.136
	ronny DO NOT WANK	02 Sep 09 20:15 220.255.7.135
	ronny DO NOT WANT	02 Sep 09 20:15 220.255.7.135
	ronny There's nothing you can do about it. :D	02 Sep 09 20:14 218.186.12.248
	ronny DO NOT WANT	02 Sep 09 20:14 218.186.12.248
	ronny DO NOT WANT	02 Sep 09 20:14 218.186.12.248
	ronny DO NOT WANT	02 Sep 09 20:14 218.186.12.248
	Tuxedage Now stfu	02 Sep 09 20:13 220.255.7.208
	Tuxedage Post one more time, and I will track you down.	02 Sep 09 20:12 220.255.7.202
	ronny Just like North Korea, and you instil your belief in freedom of speech? You make me laugh.	02 Sep 09 20:12 218.186.12.249
	Tuxedage Thats just silly.	02 Sep 09 20:12 220.255.7.208
	Tuxedage Do you mean broken in the sense that it is unfair ie: It offers only 1 option?	02 Sep 09 20:11 220.255.7.208
	ronny Then don't put it there you lame piece of hentai shit.	02 Sep 09 20:11 218.186.12.248
	ronny Do you bear your insecurities onto God, man? Your poll is seriously broken. Do your part and fixed it.	02 Sep 09 20:10 218.186.12.249
	Tuxedage You didnt have to vote :)	02 Sep 09 20:10 220.255.7.204
	ronny What a lame poll.	02 Sep 09 20:08 218.186.12.248
	Tuxedage You Basah	02 Sep 09 20:08 220.255.7.204
	Tuxedage Wasting your time I think. You got no life.	02 Sep 09 20:07 220.255.7.203
	Tuxedage You hate my blog ? Dont come here.	02 Sep 09 20:07 220.255.7.201
	ronny You ugly bastard.	02 Sep 09 20:07 218.186.12.248
	ronny The anonymous suffers no blows.	02 Sep 09 20:07 218.186.12.249
	Tuxedage Calling things Gay- That is kind of idiotic don't you think? Childish .	02 Sep 09 20:07 220.255.7.203
	Tuxedage What do you have against gays, you faggot anonymous coward.	02 Sep 09 20:06 220.255.7.207
	Tuxedage And one more thing	02 Sep 09 20:05 220.255.7.208
	Tuxedage LOL! I just realise Cbox censores :)	02 Sep 09 20:05 220.255.7.209
	Tuxedage I whack your anonymous underground face you bitch.	02 Sep 09 20:04 220.255.7.203
	Tuxedage You got the guts to post anonymously and insult my posts.	02 Sep 09 20:03 220.255.7.204
	Tuxedage ps: who are you, really, anonymous fag	02 Sep 09 20:03 220.255.7.207
	Tuxedage Haron :)	02 Sep 09 20:02 220.255.7.205
	ronny Meh. I should've known sooner Code Gayass can only be linked to Eurodance poop because they're both equally gay.	01 Sep 09 22:58 220.255.7.213
	ronny In fact, this music is so gay it makes my dick shrink.	01 Sep 09 22:56 188.132.93.86
	ronny It would also be nice if you added a pause/mute button.	01 Sep 09 22:41 188.132.93.86
	ronny Unless, you're... you know.... special. In the rainbow sense.	01 Sep 09 22:27 218.186.12.249
	ronny Who are you to listen to this kind of music anyway? I really thought only gay people listen to this type of music.	01 Sep 09 22:26 220.255.7.214
	ronny Did you really do all that for Code Gayass? Jesus Christ, you must be one.	01 Sep 09 22:15 220.255.7.233
	ronny Internet tough guys don't roll that way, sir.	01 Sep 09 21:58 218.186.12.249
	ronny For instance, any Basshunter / Code Gayass fag ought to learn a lesson.

Damnit CG

2009-09-01T06:48:00.000-07:00

I found a new addiction. Damnit, I cant stop thinking about コードギアス.Crap.

Damn all of you Sunrise bastards, I watched the whole series twice, read every single story on fanfiction.net as well as spent time watching useless theories about how LL is alive. Damnit Sunrise. I even went for Pizza today -.=

Im also obsessed over シー・ツー aka CC aka Shi Tsu aka Jennifer/Elizebeth(?) Look at her Kawaii Sleepy face. Voted the most popular anime girl char at the Anime Grand Prix 2008

Fuck this.

Back to the end

2009-08-26T04:27:00.001-07:00

From the start- I said that I blog because of L.
If he doesnt blog, there really isnt much point, Is there?
I quit blogging (Again)

Render unto fuck what is fucked, and render unto God what is Religion.

2009-08-24T05:18:00.000-07:00

Hey.
How are you feeling today? Sad? Normal? Happy? :)

Today I went F!shing. i cut my leg... ouch. I caught many crabs. Then we caught this big fuck gargantuan crab!!! And a $2 note. but sadly raihan phone died...

Want another awesome website link? Check these out. WARNING: Nsfw, nudity and insanity.
http://www.churchofeuthanasia.org/snuffit2/lifewater.html

Still not traumatised? How about this!
http://www.churchofeuthanasia.org/e-sermons/butcher.html

lol ty

2009-08-23T04:35:00.000-07:00

I would like to thank my dearest blog followers ie. Cnyxm and BloomingBlack for encouraging my blog to become what it is today. Their encouragement is what motivated me to get at at 4pm in the morning and post for 2 hours, only to realise that IM F**KING LATE FOR SCHOOL AND DIDNT GET ENOUGH F**KING SLEEP. So to you, thank you, and kudos.

Third best Website in the World

2009-08-21T23:00:00.000-07:00

{in my opinion}

Cracked and High
Combining humour, obscenities, R21 content with trivia and fun facts.
Awesome website. I check on it almost daily. Its awesome, trust me.

Also, scared of everyday cockroaches and insects? I used to be. Until I saw this.
I also dare you to read this whole article, as well as watch all the videos.

Ps:
if you were wondering about the first and second best, here it is

-First
-second

This is for Dw

2009-08-18T05:40:00.000-07:00

sigh.
Why do i feel so left behind
like im one alone.
like i have been abandoned?
Why am I not feeling happy-
proud that my best friend has moved on?
Instead I feel deserted.
How kum
?

난 니가 싫어 찐따

Just kidding!!!!

2009-08-17T03:55:00.000-07:00

Hahahahahaha....

Hahahas. today i have an AWESOME fracture o.0
Wow. Ifeel like a berry noeesss.

but pearlyn is so fuckin awesome, akumpany me all the way until changi hospital until abt 5pm.
:)!!!!11. Pearlyn if you are reading this, thank you so much! I love you :)

so fuckin painful. it turn out that my bone fucking crack. Like a stick being snapped in half lol.
I have 2 go 2 specialist tmr for more scans cuz they think my joint is misalligned. they told me that if rly has, i need to go 4 operation o.0

well, wish me good luck.

ps: Basar so latifa today!

Pss: do you like mozilla firefox? it owns! its the best web browser!!! those who use ie , switch now or DiEEEE

www.mozilla.com/firefox/

Blogspot.com

2009-08-13T23:51:00.000-07:00

I quit blogging.
This will be my last post.
Goodbye.

My favourite quotes.

2009-08-13T05:58:00.001-07:00

Lycia and Garfield

2009-08-09T23:48:00.000-07:00

Are so awesome!!!
I love Lycia so much. Shes so cute ^^.
Meow.

FUCK the CNB.

2009-08-07T19:15:00.000-07:00

Reserved for a later post when blogger allows posting of images.

Summary: Fuck the Central Narcotics Bureau.
Im going to tell you the facts and lies on drugs.
When blogger fixes image posting, that it.

Pearlyn

2009-08-07T06:21:00.000-07:00

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Sadness? What Sadness?

2009-08-07T01:39:00.000-07:00

Life's a bitch, I know.
But the alternative is worse.
Or is it?
Yes it truely is.

So stop complaining. Do something. Change the world.
One Person at a time.
Enlighten science.
Stop delusions.
And Athe Bless this world.

Complaining does nothing.
Be happy.
Happiness is all there is.
Because always remember-
The alternative is much worse.

So I challenge Everyone reading my blog.
Smile.
At least for this coming week.
From Monday to Sunday, 10/8/09 until 17/8/09
Never stop smiling. Never stop laughing.
Never Frown and Never Cry.
After all, Laugh, and the world laughs with you.

So Smile. You know you want to.
Smile.
Never stop smiling this week.
When you sleep
When you eat
When you are busy thinking about how the girl/guy next to you is so cute.
And when you sh*t

Never stop smiling
Never stop laughing.

Be happy.

blah

2009-08-04T05:13:00.000-07:00

Nobody is Perfect

2009-08-03T01:18:00.000-07:00

You , whom this apology you deserve will never read this post.
But , I will issue one anyway.
I am sorry.
I'm Not perfect, nobody is.
I get angry, I get sad.
I am Human, No matter what.
But I am Sorry.

[ A broken moon ]

2009-08-01T20:45:00.000-07:00

~The Sadness of life~

The Moon is lonely in the dark,
Without the sun.
Rising and setting everyday.
Following her patterns.
But never reaching out.

As time passes...
The pain will numb.
They say time heals all wounds.
But I say, and will continue to say-
The scar will last.
Forever.

I feel like crying...
The moon is crying with me.

Age of Dying Imagination

2009-07-31T21:46:00.000-07:00

We live in an Era without imagination.
With the cold hard steel of work.

There is no magic
No Essense
No Safe comfort in life,

But Instead
Things are taken as they are,
Perhaps more seriously.

We no longer view life as a journey,
A process
A walk.

But they now tell us to grow up.
Viewing life as a granted.
And Viewing Happiness as diminished.
Treasuring trophies and prizes
But losing what really matters.

Is the rich man happy?
Is the one with nobels glad?
When he sits silently in the night...
Does it make him rejoice?

We are in an Era of dying Imagination.
An age of no more hope.
No more simplistic viewing.
But the seeking of complicated things.

Do you see the man
who owns houses and cars?

Do you see him glad in his heart-
When he looks into the mirror of time?

Is it not the person?
Interelated to one another?

Happiness is nolonger viewed as an objective
But as one that simply obstructs.

How did we end up in this Era?
The age of dying imagination.

Ps: Sorry. So Sorry.

In love with Nobody.

2009-07-31T20:22:00.000-07:00

Hihihii. I will start by posting A pic

Anyway,

The Posting for firefox is fked up, but hey, at least blogspot.com is free, plus they are trying to fix it. A broken heart is the sadest thing in the world. Not doing anything about it is the worst.

I wish upon the moon, that by this year, a full eclipse will come.

The stars are shy today. They have potential like the sun, but they are too arrogant and refuse to be bothered with helping others. They influence everyone, but helps nothing to anyone.

The evening stars are so sad.

The moon is so serene and innocent. But nobody on Earth likes the moon, because the sun is overpowering. Looking at the moon, thinking of you.

Living for death is dying life. Live for Life.
Yes, Charmaine, I am refering to you.
Live for Life, Die when Death comes.

I wonder how the Moon is feeling today...

Eclipse

2009-07-30T03:53:00.000-07:00

The Final eclipse came today.
Now I think L is 0.1% closer to getting
Charmaine to like him....

As a friend.

So fun, wanted to swim in river, but Gen was there -_- , so I couldnt.

Moon and Cnyxm today went Lan, Along with Alone , Sanjay , FCUK , ChickenDemon and GodTuxedage. I learnt it is a bad Idea to post your real identity on blogs.

Anyway, there was a partial eclipse today, 7.33%.

I wonder how the moon is feeling today...

Ecliptic Pseudo-Chronological Love

2009-07-28T04:35:00.000-07:00

When will the sun meet me?
When will we be united?
When will the horizon change -
And diminish the Earth?

My friend.
Why must life act the way it does?
Why is complication so treasured?
Why must we be treated for what we say -
And not the way we are?

What is our purpose?
What is our destiny?
What is to live, to die,
And to enjoy - but get forgotten?

Which path leads the way?
Which city would understand?
We are born, not made.
Unto our own will

How do we live ours?
How should we follow?
How do we thread the lonely path
onto greater destiny?

Within Limits

2009-07-26T05:35:00.000-07:00

Hello. In aishah's house right now. Feeling so sleepy, I bet the moon feels so lonely today.
I hate IPW. Rawr.
I like cards. Cards are kewl. They make me happy. They make me sad. They laugh nd they cry. They have meaning. Some are dark and some are light. Some are sane and some, insane. They have meaning. They add zest to life. Cards are awesome. You can play with them and stack them. You can throw them and bounce em. You can have fun with them. You can build building and you can stare at them. Cards = 42. YEAH.

Cards are like turtles. Everyone likes them. Some cards, like the 7♥ represents the love between L and CM. Cards remind me of freshly picked mangolia and roasted chicken. They are like the fire that burns brightly in the cold, dark night. Cards Forever!!

Following the sun

2009-07-25T19:01:00.000-07:00

Has anyone told you lately that they would always be there for you?
No.

Who are your last 5 texts from?
Charmaine and my mother. From 3 weeks ago.
I dont text often...

Who was the last person to call you?
Abel

Do you miss anyone?
Yes. I dream of my homeland.

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Yes.

What are your plans for this weekend?
I don't plan. I do.

Whats irritating you right now?
The fact that Im not in DotA right now

Are you listening to music right now?
Zombie- Hard Trance by cranberries

What was your childhood nickname?
Insane - has always and will always be.

Is this year the best year of your life?
YES IT FUCKING IS YEAH

Do you have a best friend?
Why stop at one when you can have three?

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
sleeping? haha.

Have you ever passed out?
Yep

Do you fall for people easily?
Not any more.

In the past week have you gotten sick?
Hardly ever

How many clothes do you have in your closet?
Cant count... Too many

Right now do you want to kiss someone?
No. Just want to hug.

What’s your mood?
Trancetastic

Where were you 1 hour ago?
In this room.

When’s the last time you cried?
The time my mother died.

Did you enjoy your weekend?
YEA SURE WHY NOT!?!

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes.
yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes.
yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes.
OR... maybe not.

Where’d you get the shirt you’re wearing?
Canada

Who do you currently like?
Tuxedage

Do they like you?
I'm not sure if Tuxedage likes me.

Sunrise or Sunset?
The time before sunrise. My time of the day.

What movie is in your DVD player?
Saw

Are you cocky?
I wonder.

Have you ever been to Mexico?
Yes

Do you make your bed daily?
Yes

Your favorite movie?
Saw/fighter of the wind

Your favorite tv show?
Undubbed Naruto

Is there a tv in your room?
Nopez.

How was your day?
Awesome.

Your favorite season?
Winter

Something you’re looking forward to in the next month?
Thermite

Last person you gave up on? When?
Charmaine. Cos she kip wanting to play dotA badly.

Last shirt you wore?
White polo T

If your best friend made out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, what would you do?
I would feel happy for both of them (Its happening right now)

Who do you know that can make you feel better if you’re not feeling happy?
Lanelena DotArhea

What are you doing besides this?
Im thinking of Pie

Are you logged into any instant messanger programs?
I dont have any

Do you have any dishes in your room?
Yes

It’s 10am. What are you doing?
Im gonna go eat something...

How do you feel about ripping this whole idea from Charmaine's blog?
Awesome

13 Things

2009-07-24T05:35:00.000-07:00

Hey.
Im gonna post a list of ten things I bet you never knew about me. Why? Well. Beats me.

1- My left ear is partially deaf. Why? Im not telling you.

2- I have a mild form of synesthesia, and will feel uneasy if emotions do not match.

3- I get highly 'aroused' in a non-sexual way with Girls who tuck out their School Uniform. Yes, I do not know why. Whenever I see someone who tucks out I go like "ooOOooo Hawt"

4- I am obsessive over my wallet, to the point of checking the contents every time I use it. Then, I check the floor and the surrounding area to see If I dropped anything. Then, I check a few more times.

5- I love love love doodling, drawing, sketching random things.I can draw up to 5 hours a day.

6- I feel socially awkward around girls.

8- I first thought a top 10 things about me was a good Idea, but I later realised I did not have much to talk about.

9- I skipped Number 7.

10-I use Mac OS X Vista for my computer platform. Yes, I bet you didn't know there was such a thing

11-I enjoy mild pain.

12-I grow my fingernails and hair long because There are only two things that can be socially acceptably modified. fingernails and hair.

13- My favourite number is 27.

Ps: The moon is smiling today.

Cohen High Pants

2009-07-24T01:49:00.000-07:00

Today , Me , L and Neltharion along with Fruit and Sanjay went to burn hell note for Cohen. It was "Imba". Then L went like "Oh Cohen, You died, but nobody missed you anyway." Then everyone laughed.

We also went DotA. Just like we always do. My axe epic fail. Cause I was trying to edge between two top towers but it turn out Obsidian come my lane -_-. I so fked.

It turned out that my poll rocks. 5 people think I am awesome while none thinks I am not awesome. I am so awesome people hahaha.

I wonder how the moon is feeling today...

The Moon at the Pool

2009-07-23T05:55:00.001-07:00

Today so funny. I laughed at L who went swimming!!!! He looks so funny when wet!!!

2009-07-22T03:56:00.001-07:00

My finger still sore from almost 1 hour of no blood flow... sigh.

2009-07-22T03:56:00.000-07:00

My finger still sore from almost 1 hour of no blood flow... sigh.

I don`t even want to think.

2009-07-22T01:20:00.000-07:00

I dont even want to think about WHAT happened today. Seriously.

I cant believe its not illegal.

2009-07-19T02:26:00.000-07:00

Hello People. I have evil Plans.

I recently stumbled across a chemical formula for one of the hottest burning substance on Earth. AND IT CAN BE MADE USING THINGS FOUND IN PAINT AND HARDWARE SHOPS. It won`t be cheap, but I wont regret it. I GOT to take a photo of this. And two videos.

This substance burns at a rate of 2500C. Half the heat of the sun. It is not to be underestimated as it can decimate a living human body in seconds.

So basically its made of Aluminium Powder and Iron Oxide in parts 3 to 8. I would need Magnesium to start the chain reaction 3CuO + 2Al → 3Cu + Al₂O₃ + Heat
Yep. Can easily get magnesium from the chemistry lab. I look forward to it !!!!

Once upon the end.

2009-07-18T15:16:00.000-07:00

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8th Wonder Of The World By Dawkins

2009-07-17T06:17:00.000-07:00

How do bats fly at night without crashing into things?

Ecolocation was discovered in 1932 by analyzing the habitual reprogram of bats.
Most sounds that a bat uses can not be heard by humans. ( About 40-100 gHz )
A bat knows where an insect is because the sounds bounce off of it and return to the bat's ears. A bat can hear the footsteps of a walking insect!
Most bats send signals through their mouths, others use their noses.
Bats can use echolocation even when there are distracting noises. Hundreds of bats can fly out of a cave within range of one another's sound
Most bats have a muscle in their eardrum that they tighten when making a loud screech. This instantly muffles the ear. This is to prevent deafening as the sound they emit is extremely loud. The amazing thing is that this muscle contracts and relaxes at a rate of about 100 times a second!!!

Psychopathy (pronounced /saɪˈkɒpəθi/^[1]^[2]) is a psychological construct that describes chronic immoral and antisocial behavior.^[3]^[4] The term is often used interchangeably with sociopathy.

The term is used as a definition in law, for example, "psychopathic personality disorder" under the Mental Health Act 1983 of the UK as well as to denote a severe condition often related to antisocial or dissocial personality disorder as defined by the Psychopathy Checklist-Revised (PCL-R). The term "psychopathy" is often confused with psychotic disorders. It is estimated that approximately one percent of the general population are psychopaths.

The psychopath is defined by a uninhibited grafitication in criminal, sexual, or aggressive impulses and the inability to learn from past mistakes. Individuals with this disorder gain satisfaction through their antisocial behavior and lack remorse for their actions.

Symptoms

Common characteristics of those with psychopathy are:

Grandiose sense of self-worth
Superficial charm
Criminal versatility
Reckless disregard for the safety of self or others
Impulse control problems
Irresponsibility
Inability to tolerate boredom
Pathological narcissism
Pathological lying
Shallow affect
Deceitfulness/manipulativeness
Aggressive or violent tendencies, repeated physical fights or assaults on others
Lack of empathy
Lack of remorse, indifferent to or rationalizes having hurt or mistreated others
A sense of extreme entitlement
Lack of or diminished levels of anxiety/nervousness and other emotions
Promiscuous sexual behavior, sexually deviant lifestyle
Poor judgment, failure to learn from experience
Lack of personal insight
Failure to follow any life plan
Abuse of drugs including alcohol
Inability to distinguish right from wrong

Following the Moon.

2009-07-17T02:49:00.000-07:00

ZzZ...
Today so fucking sianz boring...
Ha...
I know wat U thinkinz...
I copy L's style for my blogz... RAWR!!!
But...
I tell you..
Ur Right...
RAWR!!!

So sianz today...
ZzZ...

I fucking miss...
somebody....
Hahaz...

ZzZ...
I today only talk to her 5 wordz..
So sad...
Maybe tomorrow I can...
Maybe not....
So sad..
I no confidence.....

My good fren the Moon...
It commited suicide...
ZzZ...
Cos it sad i nvr talk to her...
I think the moon is right...
So sad...
RAWR!!!

I want to go fishing tommorow..
RAWR!!!
Maybe the moon nvr die...
maybe not...
Hahaz...

I just hope to find...
That one day...
She will talk to me...
Maybe not today...
But some day....
Some time...
In the future...
RAWR!!!

Spiritual Breaking

2009-07-16T03:22:00.001-07:00

안녕하세요,
I don't know why I am now posting a blog. Seriously. I hate blogs and I think blogs are overated.
In fact, I think they are way too overated.

Today, I went DotAing. In fact, I go DotAing almost every day. The best part is when I double kill with Spirit breaker.

It was rather awesome.

Now, I want to talk about using proper grammer. Please. It will deprove your standard of english, along with every one around you. You will have difficulties when writing a formal essay using IT because you tend to get confused between the two and will use informal/disassociated words. I would know, because I used to be like that in primary school too. Let me quote from a blog I just read.

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AKA: DotA is such a mystery la! It Stole Iggy away from me. This DotA should die. I hate YOU, DotA. It is Hard. But it is kinda fun. However, I did not understand the game- I hate my reasons for hating the game , alright? I am back to hell because my life sucks. I might be changing my place tomorrow. At least, Cohen said so.

'HaHaz...
Tux a CHEATER!!!
put making on side of th cards...
Bastard...
RAWR!!!!!
Then went home...'

(I wanted to copy and paste from Lycia's blog, but it turned out to be impossible. Don't believe me? Go ahead and try.)

I seriously do not get 1337speak . At least the second example is okay, albeit slightly out of touch. What is the point? Is 1337speak more mature? Does it solve global warming? Please. For the sake of all that is sacred, Stop 1337speak.

Thank you for your kind attention.

Ps: I was rather surprised when Charmaine knew what I was talking about ( Boys Over Flowers). I specifically typed it in Korean for people who are not hardcore fans of BOF to be unable to understand it. I guess it means she is a BOF hardcore fan.

I personally think typing things in their native language is a mark of respect. You dont hear me calling 月牙天衝 moon light pierces the highest heavens or 天鎖斬月 Heaven Chain Cut Moon.

By the way, those are from the anime, Bleach.

L iving Under the Moon-

2009-07-15T04:23:00.000-07:00

Hello. Today I will not talk about many things. Today, Life was just as awesome as usual- If not better. There is no specific reason why I am so happy but I am going CRAZY YEAH. Or as Mr. L likes to put it, 'RAWR'. I feel that life is what it is. Those that cannot appreciate life do not deserve life. This is the Moral Message Behind Saw 1-5. It helped me to view life with a more simplistic, morally intravisual way. I feel more hyperentic and ecstatic after watching this Awesome Saw 1-5 and would highly recommend it to everyone except Abel. This is because Abel is a pussy.

One more thing- I HATE 꽃보다 男子. It is highly unrealistic and makes girls CRAZY. I saw a girl the other day 'bragging' to the drink stall auntie about how 구준표 and 윤지후 , 소이정,송우빈are her boyfriends. This made me Wtf? Charmaine is also obsessed over 구준표 , instead of L, Which makes me =.= because 구준표 is just a fictitious character.

So that is basically all. Bye.

The cake is a Lie

2009-07-14T01:00:00.000-07:00

RAWR!
Today just SUX!
ZzZ... Tmr nid hand in art...
Luckily I went to the com lab and do it...
But I fucking couldnt print it...
ZzZ...
After 100 years...
the printer finally work n it printed...
IT PRINTED!!!!
hahaz...
Yay!

I just miss someone...
that belong to another world...
cos we don talk...
ZzZ...
So sad...

My seat SUX alot !
No one to talk to!
I gonna die of depression...
Yes, Me too. My seat sucks like shit.
RAWR!!!
ROAR!!!

The cake is a lie...The cake is a lie...The cake is a lie...The cake is a lie...

Today, (Actually, Yesterday), I learnt how to finally Breathe fire. I know you might be amazed but I actually did not know how to until yesterday.
YES ISNT IT AMAZING I KNOW OMzG OMG WTF FTW LAZ0R BLAragHHHH OMG OMG ROFL ROFL1!!!!!11!shiftone!11!

So anyway, I might show you someday. You will notice it in school when I 'BLARGHHHH' all over some guy's face. I look forward to burning as many people in school as possible. Yep.

So. Tell me... What has been happening in school nowadays. I know what you are thinking. How can I possibibly know what you are thinking. Well let me tell you. My blog is Psychic . Tell my blog about your problems...

Yes , That is certainly interesting...

Oh? They Did?

Really? How Dare They!

Well I see.

Well. I guess that means it sucks to be you. Haha.

Proof Of Atheism Number Five :
Religion is Not Consistent
There are over over 4300 faith groups in this world. Even among these religions, there are more subsets, with
small sects in each that teach different things. Why? If God was real, would it not be consistent? Why would religions evolve over time, much like a chinese whisper's game? For example, within Christianity ( You will see me attacking christianity often because I WAS one) Today there are three broad divisions, Roman Catholic, Orthodox Eastern, and Protestant; but within the category of Protestantism, there is a particularly large number of divergent denominations. Because of the complexity of these differences this article will describe the history of Christianity only to 1054, when the schism between Eastern and Western churches became final. Separate articles detail the history and doctrines of the Roman Catholic Church and Orthodox Eastern Church and of the other churches of ancient origin, the Armenian Church, the Coptic Church (see Copts), the Jacobite Church, and the Nestorian Church. In the 16th cent. another major schism took place in the Western Church with the Protestant Reformation.

It is very likely for a Theist to start being defensive, labeling other religions as "evil" "untrue" or maybe even "Satanic". But I am sure some one else, perhaps in another country, will label you as heretics as well. Each person believes in his own religion and GENUINELY does so. This lowers the possibility of a truine god by 97.3%.

If you would just open your mind, You will understand.

Im back

2009-07-11T20:23:00.001-07:00

Why hello Sénors.
I am back. As I was saying , I have not posted for 1 year+
But as I see L post his blog about how he is becoming emo, I decided to bite the bullet and post random things. I am now in Secondary Two , Hello. There is nothing much to talk about- Oh wait, there is. You see, I have changed so much now. I wouldnt recognise myself (Not physically) if I was in Secondary One. My philosophy , thoughts on religion and many more have changed. After all, Life Changes. So. Here I am. =.= Why Thank you L for inspiring me to make a post after quite some time. *sarcasm*

Now Do you want to hear the most important thing to me right now?

Atheist: a·the·ist (th-st)

One who disbelieves or denies the existence of God or gods.

Thats right. The last time I posted , I was still Semi-sure.

Now , I have researched intensively , and I am absolutely ( 99.99999 % ) Sure that There is NO god.

Note: If you are a theist , you might find this whole blog offensive , by the way. You are closed minded and will not listen even if I give you proofs because of your closed mind. I understand and do not blame you. After all, I was a theist. But I will give proofs anyway.
There are literally thousands of proofs out there. However , I will post the five main proofs shortly.

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!

2008-08-28T01:15:00.000-07:00

'I hate you , forever and ever , I will murder you , and dance over your corpse , and look at you , and laugh , for you will never rest in a coffin , nor a sea burial , for I will haunt you from the living world , and you will burn in HELL with me. You are the scum of the land, The death in the shadows. You drink the blood of virgin women, and eat the foetus of babies for breakfast. You caused millions to perish. You make Hitler seem foolish, like a disabled child, you monster of all monsters, evil of all evils. May you burn forever and ever and ever and ever till the end of eternity.'

Hygeine

2008-07-21T00:50:00.000-07:00

Today , around 2am in the morning, I woke up because of an itchy feeling on me.
I saw a cockroach crawling on my stomach.

I ate it.

With my midnight snack and a parisite problem solved , I went back to sleep.

The cockroach tasted like chalk dust and slightly bitter. It was damn crunchy.

Seriously though , I cannot imagine why people think being hygienic is a good thing =\

Ma Da

2008-07-16T00:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday , Me the poor emo was arrested on 4 Counts

1-I possess a sharp pointy object ( which is a knife)

2:-I am a Satanist ( satanism is illegal in Singapore for weird reasons. If Singapore really promote religious harmony and freedom and all that shit , why would they arrest SatanistS? Those Liars! )

3+ I umm ... stole the knife in point 1?

4)I also found that cutting myself is Illegal. I mean like what the F***. If the Government is allowed to use ROTAN to punish us ( by the way in case you did not know , Rotan hurts ALOT! The mark of the stroke can never fully heal and will remain for the rest of the victim's life) , why are we not allowed to harm OUR selves. These is US! MYSELF! YOURSELF! And thus , the mada persecutes me for this.

Anyway , I was in a cell until 3 am

SteALInG Spree!

2008-07-15T00:09:00.000-07:00

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While Mellencamp was the first person to prescribe random humor, many special secret specialists have thoroughly studied the examination of random humor throughout history. It seems to have its roots firmly embedded in Jarlsberg cheese. The most famous event that is hotly debated is the possibility random humor surfacing and becoming involved in 1899, when a dachshund fought a Pikachu to the death. Sexually. If random humor was not invented in the future, there is no way the dachshund could have won, and that's a medical fact. This is why most Pelican Americans say a prayer to the ever-mighty unstoppable Even Supremer Court for strength, dexterity, and constitution. Being a court and not a cosmic orangutan, it is doubtful random humor has even come into existence in the first place.

Another event which can be attributed to random humor is the infamous Axis of Evil Hot Dog Eating Competition of 1996. In this year, Pink Floyd did not enter, thus ensuring a win for Bob Dole, even though their blood feud over the hotly controversial Corn Pops incident of 1971 had simmered to the point where they were now on speaking terms again. However, he did eat hot dogs on his own time, on stage, where he performed like a sugar-covered cigarette in a professional wrestling match. The reason? Some say it is because random humor caused him to erupt at the clavical, but this is ridiculous. Others say it is because he is allergic to ranch dressing. Still others say it is because these are weasel words. Who knows? (Besides J.R.R. Tolkien, who knows all that can be perceived by a mortal man-unit, but his opinion doesn't count because he's biased towards all humanity, so don't encourage him, smartass, or he'll never break his caramel-covered coffee bean addiction.)

You heard me.

A very notable moment of random humor was when a group of enraged Rubik's Cubes protested the second coming of Norman Osborne, and used their nuclear french fries to uncover the delicious secret second life of the loaf of impurity who had been secretly selling life insurance to anthropomorphic ketchup bottles (who have been increasingly concerned with the prospect of protecting their families' financial security). The problem? Novocaine only comes in two measly flavors! Surely this would mean the absolute final destruction! The armies of The Dreaded Window-Basket began to converge on the western perimeter when an outstanding old chap tore through in a gas-powered ukulele, killing 40% of them in three tenths of the time it would take to squish an onion with your bare hands. Lamps!

I AM GOD WAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2008-07-14T00:51:00.000-07:00

Hello. I am the god Tuxedage Maho and my hair is awesome . This is my new blog. Today , Abel threatened me at knife-point to create a blog so here I am!
Now I Uhhhh, usually I would write stuff on a diary in real life but now here I am.
So now im supposed to talk about myself right?
Im Emo.
I look like a Goth Because Im not allowed to grow long hair but Im really Emo.
And yes I am a cutter. However , I am not a stereotypical Cutter as I do NOT have low-self esteem , nor am I a girl and I was also never raped. ( In case you people do not know what I am talking about , a cutter is one who cuts herself. The stereotype of cutters is: Female , Low-self esteem , Has been raped , Has few friends )

Anyway , I am also a SATANIST . I refuse to believe in the " GoD " that christians talk about as their mostly Retarded.

I also am KLEPTOMANIA. I enjoy STEALING =).

Goodbye